Duality

I’m Unique…..
I know that much about me..
But that seems to be it..
“Tell us about yourself”
They ask……
My only answer..
“I’m an eccentric”
“I’m weird”

But that can’t be all there is to it..
It Can’t be……

I wonder if they know more about me than I do..

Or do they simply know more adjectives?
To them I’m more than just weird…
I’m Smart, Intelligent, Affluent..
I’m Amusing, Funny,
I’m This…
And I’m That..
I’m Confused

Is it that I know myself and they simply don’t?
Or did i not know myself from the start?
I know I’m special….
But everything else is a question..
Am I That Intelligent?..
Is my Presence that Amusing?.
Am I Someone worth Missing?..
Am I?
I’m still Confused..

Who is right?
I find myself Boring
They find me Interesting..
What kind of person does that make me?..
My Mind is an Ocean in their Eyes..
And to Me its a puddle in a Desert..
Is it that Someone is Wrong..
Or is their Ocean and my Puddle at the same depth??

Who’s opinion matters in this case..
Anybody could say Mine..
It’s the Easy Option..
But then if I were right
Then They wouldn't even Associate with me..
Then it’s equally easy to say Theirs..
Its the world we live in..
Appearances Matter..
But..
If the are right…
Who’s Skin have I lived in for all this Time..
So Can it be Both???
Is it possible for the coin to Land on Head and Tails..
Or Was it never a coin toss in the first place..

I’m Confused..
It seems that the Answers are Illogical.

September 11, 2011